haiyoo..
been so busy lately.
lots and lots of assignments.
teacher stressing us for o levels.
life's been quite boring without him.
had no one to msg with.
yeah maybe that irritating guy.
keep pestering me.
i dun like u,get it?
he's from ite balestier n he keeps disturbing me.
i hate it man.
hmm..
mum found out i broke with him.
then dad.
wahlau.they are like noisy sey.
haiyoo.i ever told them i dun wanna marry.
then mum says,now i know why u dun wanna marry.
haha.not because oh him ok.
i tell mum i dunch wanna marry even before i'm with him.
very tired sey.
just get back from clementi.
leave ainah's house at 11.45pm and reach home 12.30am.
haha.i scared sey no train to go home. =p
but then luckily have.
the uncle so bad.
he call yusof and ask him to come back.
he say to yusof i wann meet yusof.
then yusof wann come back then i was like no.
i need to go home.night already lah.
then this sunday maybe meet yusof lah.
haha.he want accompany me, ainah n her aunt to gym.
haha.paisey me.
how am i going to face him.
so shy liao.
they say yusof like me.
but then how i wann talk to him.
difficult sey.
both talk different language.
nvm, i'll see how on sunday.
meet u k yusof.
toodles.
i think i need to sleep.
sleepy sei.
=))

eff u young ''minahreps''
u gals are still young.
u have tattoo.
u dyed ur hair.
u drink.
u smoke.
u sniff glue.
u take drugs.
u fuck guys.
u are guy's playmate.
u have no education n
u sucks!

wahlau..
sorry for not writing.
been busy with school lately.
tires sia.
haiz.
i miss him lah sey.
how eh?
hmmph!
just wish that 24march didn't exist.
haiz. =(
wahlauwey.
i'm slacking in my studies right now.
why oh why.
i just can't stop thinking about him.
my o levels coming.
stress lah sey.
i tried my best to forget him in any way.
but then, he kept coming into my mind.
why oh why.
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME??
sher is getting hurt day by day.
she needs company.
she used to not realise how much he meant for her.
now, after losing him, all the memories she had together with him is just in her mind.
from the day she know him at macdonalds till now.
ibm, do u know how much i LOVE u?
why must it be a hurting ending?
it really leave behind a mark.
so pain.so hurtful.
why there isn't another chance for me?
sher just wishes u all the best k?
sher dunnoe what to say already about this.
sher gave up.
sher need time to heal.
sher need someone to support me from the back.
sob sob. ='(

~never will i forget u.
u are always with me.
ibm,i miss u.i need u.i love u.
"sher heart u always baby"
<16112006-24march2007>

wah today after skool go this fashion.
with adorlings x cept for ain.
adorlings consist of sher,sarah,anis,jana,ain,haslin.
survey survey the baju then sarah bought for herself a coat i guess for $27.
so expensive.but nvm.she very rich wan.
after that went home.
at home.sign in msn.
bored at home.
follow aishah go sengkang meet her ite frens.
best sey.buat kawan baru.
her fren was like kekek uh.
blurr type.
haha.jumpa ajer sher dah bully.
haha.bluekz.
wah.something malu happen to me.
i wanted to kencing.
so i tahan until reach adi's house.
dah put down our stuffs then he showed me the toilet.
then he was like, masuk uh.
then i push the toilet door slowly.
haha.tak sedar sey.
i was so shocked that there's someone inside.
and it's adi's big bro.
shit.malu sey.
he was like, uh?
n i was like, uh?malu sey..haiyoo..
shit sey..malu giler..
next time i nak masuk toilet, kena ketuk uh.
malu giler..haiz..
they all was like laughing like hell lah..
shit them..haiyoo..
ADI, u didn't tell me ur big bro is inside.tgah mandi summore..
haiyoo.obscene sey..so malu lah.
never will i forget this syupid incident.haiyo.. =))
then went home from hougang at 08.00pm+..
then reach home around 10.00pm+..
missed the starting part of hikmah.damn it.
tiring uh today.
haiyoo..
kk i think i need to rest..
tml morning skool..
take care people!

wah..
was supposed to report at masjid kul 8.
but then i wake up kul 8.
haha.
then reach stadium kul 9.
star karat.
was supposed to pakai baju madrasah.
i heck care n pakai baju rumah.
haha.
hot day sey.
was like at stadium from 9am till around 4pm.
tiring gile.
guess what?
i saw izan.
hate it.reminds me of the stupid past.
the makmur boys.haiz.
then got this stupid guy cari pasal.
haiz.hate it man.summore from makmur.
ikut hati nak pukul ajer.
but then i pakai tudung.rilek uh siket.
thanks aishah, kalau bukan sal kau, aku dah gaduh ngan budaktu.
after that go eat at kfc.
haha.
after eating go home.
reach home ajer kena ngaji.
was like reciting Quran from 5 pm to 7pm.
tired sey.
hmmph!
now mahrib.
need to pray.
write when i'm free.

wakey wakey at ten.
was tasked by my dad on friday to go to the bank today.
haha.unfortunately me.
then need to rush as the bank today half day.
it is closed at 11.30am.
after going to bank, went home. wee~
dad then ajak me out.
guess where we went??
went fishing at woodlands garden.
woohoo.
dad just wishes me to be a guy.
so i can accompany him everywhere.
anywhere and anytime.
haha.too bad.
was like fun lah fishing.
summore woodlands just now raining heavily.
i was like playing under the rain lah.
my dad was like, "sher,pakai payung,nanti sakit"
then i was like, "ye, ye, i will "
(but then i didn't)
haha.
got big fishes.
a few of them only.
just around ten.
not so many cause the rain was damn heavy lah.
then the water very dirty summore.
actually i need to reach home at six so at seven i can leave house to go for khursus umrah/haji.
but then i reach home at six thirty.a lot of rush sey.
summore reach home kena lecture by mum.
mum was like, "ko ni, aku suruh alik cepat, ko alek jugak lambat"
i was like, "ermm, u talking to me? sorry i need to bath, talk to u later"
so bad.haha =)
then at sevent thirty then leave house go to masjid an nur for khursus haji.
fun.i like studying about islam.
at mosque saw nenek shidah n nek uda.
she was like seeing me n my siblings together with my mum and was shocked gitu.
she peluk my mum n cried, "ape nak jadi ngan cucu aku, shidah"
she not just cry, she like wailed out loud uh.
i pity her uh.haiz.
what to do, shidah just change.
everyone keep crying about her.
her mum, her nenek, her aunt, her cousin.
but then, she still take things lightly.
what to do.
after the khursus we wanted to eat uh.
then we one family wan go adams road.
so we eat there uh.
haha. =)
i was like, wth uh.
i was wearing a long dress and scarf n we going adams road.
that was far la.
at adams road funny uh.
got this indian man from ibrahim's mee stall come and promote his food.
then when he clearing up the table, the leftover food was like flying at us and i melatar-ed ibrahim's name.
what the hell lah.
haiyoo..haha.. =p
then after eating at adams road, we go in car and go home.
went home through bke and the expressway was like jam uh.
becos there is accident.haiyoo..
stuck in the car n i slept.
i wake up when i was reaching home.
the trip was like long lah..haha..
i guess i wanna sleep soon..
tommorow continue cos i have madrasah.